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The Crush Entry?
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The Parallel You Entry?
Let's have another, shall we?
I wish I could remember what memory I associate this video with. I just can't seem to put my finger on it, but it's always there. My brain doesn't work the best, particularly when it comes to memory, so chances are that it's gone forever, which leaves a very weird
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I think I'd have the bravest fucking face ever when I was with her and that collapse into nothingness the moment I left.
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Thanks Ben. Saying it outloud helped in a way.
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She asked him the other day what he wants when she dies, seeing as his father only wants her wedding ring and she may only have a couple of months left to live. The wills are made and signed. She's losing weight every day, even when I think she's got nothing left there to lose.
I'm scared because I don't know what Royal and his dad will do when she finally goes. I don't know how they'll snap.
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I'm sorry your mom is gone.
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You just don't forget cutting the nightgown off because she wet the bed in the middle of the night and is too weak to sit up. You don't forget the slowed breathing, and the feeling that at any minute it might stop, and being both terrified and relieved that it is coming soon.
I was 25. I miss her so much. I will never get over it. Move on, yes. Forget or get over it? Never.
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