Why don't you have your own community? You could call if Fuckbrain *tm symbol* and have it be a forum where you post your Fuckbrain comix, but other people can badly draw ones of their own to share when they have a FB moment.
I like it. I understand the anti-changing-anything. I wouldn't change my past, despite how crazy it's made me. It's what you recognize as YOU. You can't change you. How would you find anything?
I'm also grinding my teeth lately. No idea why, but my jaw's killing me. Fucking stress.
I'm gonna go back to picturing Jesus in purple boxer briefs now. Carry on.
I highly recommend bite guards from the dentist for the the teeth grindy stuff. It doesn't stop it, but it keeps you from wearing away at your enamel. Good times.
I've been to therapists to try and talk about this shit, but they always end up falling asleep (I kid you not.)
I have problems being alone. It makes me miserable, shaky and I go into full freak-out mode. I often imagine being sick or growing old alone and having my brain or guts explode for some unknown reason and no one to help me or find my lifeless body. When I DO finally make friends with someone, my apeshit clingy neurotic girl-ness scares them away and I am back to square one. I'm also get really shaky and hot and my nose runs constantly around groups of people for this same reason.
I always think about ending my own life, but, honestly, I feel that if one doesn't sometimes "in this day and age" that they are a little bit out-of-touch.
There are so many scary drug companies and that industry is such a big, shiny Corpo-Glomerate that I've always resisted being on meds. I dunno, though.
that industry is such a big, shiny Corpo-Glomerate
Yeah. It took me ages to get past that.
I *do* think you could get something from at least talking to somebody (therapist/psychologist/phsychiatrest/whatever) without jumping feet-fucking-first into pills.
To me, it souds like you could benefit from a little mental sorting, right?
I always think about ending my own life
I refuse to comment on the frequency or intesity of that thought. ;|
I console myself with thoughts of tiny restaurants in Hong Kong that I haven't been to.
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Yay for not changing anything even with the technologicals from.... space, in the future!
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I got two hours of sleep and woke up still tipsy!
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I'm also grinding my teeth lately. No idea why, but my jaw's killing me. Fucking stress.
I'm gonna go back to picturing Jesus in purple boxer briefs now. Carry on.
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Oh girl, you simply CANNOT leave us hanging like that...
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I don't even notice I'm doing it until my freaking jaw is in pain. :#
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(sung to the tune of "Cry me a River")
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My brain is not just Disordererd, it's Disorderly.
What symptoms have you got that make you think you may have a need for assitance? Are these symptoms interfering with your life?
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I have problems being alone. It makes me miserable, shaky and I go into full freak-out mode. I often imagine being sick or growing old alone and having my brain or guts explode for some unknown reason and no one to help me or find my lifeless body. When I DO finally make friends with someone, my apeshit clingy neurotic girl-ness scares them away and I am back to square one.
I'm also get really shaky and hot and my nose runs constantly around groups of people for this same reason.
I always think about ending my own life, but, honestly, I feel that if one doesn't sometimes "in this day and age" that they are a little bit out-of-touch.
There are so many scary drug companies and that industry is such a big, shiny Corpo-Glomerate that I've always resisted being on meds. I dunno, though.
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Yeah. It took me ages to get past that.
I *do* think you could get something from at least talking to somebody (therapist/psychologist/phsychiatrest/whatever) without jumping feet-fucking-first into pills.
To me, it souds like you could benefit from a little mental sorting, right?
I always think about ending my own life
I refuse to comment on the frequency or intesity of that thought. ;|
I console myself with thoughts of tiny restaurants in Hong Kong that I haven't been to.
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