Mar 24, 2005 21:57
today, today i have desided that every think that i have belived these past 6 months, has been a lie. everything i loved was just a fake curtain that was pulled infront of me and i loved it. so today i have relized it was a fake and it means nothing and it is not what i thoguht it was. so to get rid of the bitter taste it has left in my mouth i will start over. as far as im concerd i have no friends and i am alone, if i dont look out for my self then no one elts will. so if you have any thing you want to say about this or wondering about this then just ask me or maybe comment. if you want to be my friend in this new life just leave a comment and well talk or somthing. before i go i want to say that you shouldent love anything because it will be nothing, unless you find somone who acualy loves what is you and you are honest with them.
yeah,peace