so, it's winterbreak. Thank-freakin-goodness. That last week of fall quarter made me hate living a bit more.
I will definately not waste so much fucking time doing nothing next quarter. Next quarter's probably still gonna suck though since I will still be living in the shithole I live in.
Anyways, apparently the only class I REALLY fucking did badly on was Vector calculus(the harder one) I knew going into all my finals that no matter how badly I did I wouldnt fail a single class...but it's kinda depressing knowing that I couldve also Aced every class if I aced every final, but that didnt happen. I got straight B's and a C+ on that fucking vector calculus class whose Final I KNEW I failed horribly. Anyways, fuck school.
I havent done shit since this winterbreak started. My parents havent stopped pestering me to get a job, so after considering getting my job at Hustler back, I realized, I have jury duty in a week, so I wont really be working for more than a week and a half, so it's not worth the effort. It's a good thing since I remember, and have written here, that life was still hell when I had a job. Im extremely glad to see my LA friends again, even though I havent seen all of them yet. Yeah, Im on it, dont get mad just yet. After all the fucking lonely nostalgia of the last quarter it feels good to give Robert a squeezingly large hug. It's kind of odd though, that we get together and dont really have anything to do but play videogames. I wonder what we'll do when Wiisports gets boring. What did we do before? Well, we played music. That's kind of out, at least for me, since Dive Shallow ended. We used to work on shit, like the game we were making. I dont exactly remember how the story for our game went, but I remember the last version of it I had heard, I wasnt exactly impressed at, hence the reason I havent really brought it up in a while. But I dont remember it, so maybe I should.
Speaking of games and friends. We did THE MOST nerdy dorky thing you could possibly do. We camped out for the SECOND release of Nintendo's new system, the "Wii." I couldnt help thinking, man, Im one of those people I see on the news that I pity. But at least we were 5th in the line and not like 30th, cause at least then, youre GETTING something that you waited all night for. It was a pretty fun adventure though. Cause we drew up plans on how we were gonna beat out parents and lesser geeks. We first called up every store and looked for one that basically had a number of how many wii's were coming in that morning. Then we planned rounds of scouting trips that started at midnight to scope out the lines, some of which had already formed. At about 3AM we did our last scouting trip and decided well, we might as well just start camping then since some people had lined up at most every other place EXCEPT the toysrus, and we didnt really want to have wasted that night to wake up to a line that influxed between 3 and 5AM, which actually happened. It was extremely loserish, but I am glad I did it, if not for the experience with friends, for the new toy, which ironically of course, I havent played much since Ive gotten it.
Speaking of new toys. Im actually going out tommorrow with Lauren to the DMV to take the fucking written test and finally get my goddamn license. I have to convince my mom that it's okay that Im getting a motorcycle though. That's, so far, not been fun or successful. If I cant convince my mother, then Im just gonna have to buy it and never mention it. John says I should do the whole "You dont remember! We talked about this being Okay!" when they do eventually find out. Im just so tired of saying Im going to get a motorcycle, so tommorrow I take another step in getting it. I wouldve already bought one if this guy off of craigslist hadnt already sold his by the time I could contact him, becuase he was selling it at a rediculously good price, I could probably have gotten my dad to let me get it before I got the license(Indians are suckers for good deals). Oh well.
I should be working out, since Ive got all this time now that I cant get a job, but I realized something. I cant see skyscrapers in L.A., NOT because of clouds, but terrible pollution. So Im not quite sure I want to like do any cardio where I have to inhale all that shit at a higher rate. I think Ill just wait til I get back to SD to get back into the body-sculpting process. I still want the body of my dreams, and have already started on the path to getting it, is why Im concerned about working out at all.
And finally, story of my life: