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Oct 09, 2007 22:12

I feel like writing in english. Everything I wanna say come to my mind in english. So if you don't understand... well, you're just a loser. Or Anthony.

I feel like crap. Really. And it doesn't happen often. Well, I'm often in a bad mood. But not... depressed, you know. I can't really say why cause it's kinda private but... it wouldn't hurt to say it. I'll try to be as vague as possible.

A friend of mine(We'll call him X, just for fun) fell in love with another of my friend. And, well, it didn't work at all. But X spent like all the last week talking about the other guy and hoping and all. And now, he's really depressed. And I'm left to help him get over it. Kinda. But it makes me nearly as depressed as he is...! Cause I wanted them to be together, really ! And reconfort (Is that even a real word ?) someone on msn is really not great. I'm at lost for word. And hell, I just wanna give him a hug !

And little detail : my two friends are both male. So yeah, that's really... complex X_x.

...I'm really not used to... Love problem like that. Just Love Problem in general. I used to have an ordinary life. Well, no-life would be a better word ;P.

Also, just to help my moody mood : Tomorrow would be my father's 52nd birthday. Yeah.

And and and, Laurier doesn't give a shit about me, those days. And it piss the hell out of me. Really. Well, it's not like he ignores me or something. It's just... I'm not.. important, kinda. You know, like I'm just that girl that comes every day at the Play Room.

So, understand my crappy mood, please.

And for christ sake, I downloaded Scrubs like all the damn day and I don't have more to watch ? I really need that to cheer me up ! Come oooon, Torrent of my ass.

[EDIT] : OMG! I JUST READ SOME COMMENT ON THE NEW HOUSE EPISODE AND IT'S SO GONNA BE THE BEST EVER !1!!!1!!
It's so funny to act like a fangirl. But christ, I so wanna watch that episode like, right now !

I really have a jumpy mood.

tv : scrubs, real life : meuh, tv : house, real life : frustration

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