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alright, so once again i fucked up. i'm finally realizing that right now in life, school is not what i want to be doing. sucks that it took this long for me to figure this out and whatnot, but shit happens. i got kicked out of fredonia again. next semester i am still living there though due to my lease and then we'll see what happens. depends on what kind of job i can get next semester. i really don't want to leave fredonia though seeing as thats where all my friends are. when i was home last year, it was the unhappiest i've ever been, and i don't want to experience that again. i am going to take either one or two classes through mcc online though so i'll at least be in some type of school and don't have to start paying loans back. i wish i realized a lot sooner that right now school is not for me. right now my whole future is sort of in limbo, with lots of options open and lots of decisions for me to make. my mother and i agree that this is what is best for me right now. i hate school. i cannot stand it, but in this day in age, you need that little piece of paper called a degree, so i gotta do what i gotta do. hopefully everything will work out for the best for me. i'm sure it will. bye y'all.