happy days are here again

[benadian]

I haven't updated in so long... it's almost like the more time that passes the less I actually feel like updating again. Sold exactly 5 copies of the new CD... c'mon guys I can count that on one hand... then again I've only made like 10 copies and I gave most of the rest out to people who made the CD or family members or whatnot for free

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ULLO!

[sweetshyle8]

hey dude i'm still going with you to that right? I thought you said you weren't allowed to go though?? how did you get your mom to change her decision to allow you to go there!! dude...why didn't you tell me that earlier??? also...i think its best i dont keep journals that you can see b/c its an indirect way to get a messege to you...i write sometimes b/c i know you read this and write to let you know about things in my life but its so indirect!!...from now on i'm just going to email to you...it'll make things much less complicated...writing about things i want you to know bout and posting on LJ for you to see is just wrong...that's why i always say its better to keep real life people out of the online journal thing...you get it now? uck...so yeah heh. dude i understand you are stressed..."I... just... can't... " common you CAN do anything when you set your mind to it...start a calender...I know you don't have one b/c you plan things at the very last min., sorta like me, but w/ me i don't have much going on right now but when i do it helps to keep things in track by makin' a calender...do that and you'll find yourself in a less stressful position..trust me...you have like a daily planner don't you?...if not you should deff. get one of those guys hehe...yeah and just writing out what stresses you i.e. what you wrote above realeases some of it right? you feel a lil better after putting that all down, huh..anywho...i guess we'll get to talk bout this all soon...and that tour you are setting up...please if you want me to be involved in that let me know cause i'm interested...and i didn't get a clear response the first time i asked bout it in that email i sent ya...i'm willing to do that...oh and thanks for teaching me some more songs on guitar that was very chill :D ah what am i rambling on about here...please talk to me if you need to...i'm here to help you out...

Re: ULLO!

[sweetshyle8]

by the way I LOVE YOU SOOOOOO MUCH! Thank you thank you thank you for everything seriously...i wish times we spend together could stretch into infinity and the times i'm so far away from you could speed right by like a supersonic jet...god i really can't put into the right words how much you mean to me. serious. please please talk out what is stressing you though...whenever you need to talk out something please please discuss with me b/c I care so much that it effects me personally when you are stressed and worn so much by stressfull times...talking it out will ease the stress for both of us....anywho...get back to me ;)

KYEKYEKYE
XOXOXOXOXOXOXOX

Re: ULLO!

[benadian]

:P come back from VT soon... we have to plan out next weekend about seeing MoB and stuff. I have the cash, at least for my half - tix are $25 but that's in advance and I need to figure out first if I can actually go and if you're going with me or what. Thanks for posting :) keep doing so!!