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Blaaaah, here's a nice emo entry
I have no idea how to use this without soundling like a loser haha!
I really need to talk to someone coz i'm going insaaaaane!
I don't even know whats wrong, i'm so stressed, I cant sleep so i'm always tired, I can't be bothered to do anything and there's so much to do!
It's been like this for sooo long! Sincw before my holiday! :[
I just hate everyone! Well not everyone, but most people!
I can't work out why i'm feeling like this!
I don't know who I am anymore, nothing I do seems real, like what I would usually do, or should do.
And I keep going out and doing thiongs I shouldn't do and I know it but I don't know WHAT to do!
I've completly lost direction, which is annoying because this is my last year of school...and I'm gonna fail ahaha!
I can't leave coz that would make me a quitter and I know i'm definatly not that
But I don't want to be there, I jsut feel like standing up and going!
I don't feel wanted or needed by anyone.
Meh!
I lost my faith, which is stupid coz it was something I made up, but I truly believed it and it helped me alot!
It helped me understand things : ] and life and people
And I jsu't don't feel it anymore, I can't do it anymore!!!!!!!!
BLEEEEEER!
I need a day of sleep which I should've had today!
I jsut need to sit and reflect
Or talk to someone who I feel comfrtable enough to talk to!
Ho Hum : ]
I hate myself hahahahahaha
Because atm i;m not a nice person!
But I don't know who I am!!!!!!
I know as soon as this years over I can go! And be away
But this years so hard for me!
Oh well
That's this rubbish entry
On a better note, had bare jopkes with Bambi on Sunday, we walked dead slow talking like TreeBeard!
It was amazing, we went to the pub n saw a spy ahahaha!
Safe!
I have no idea how to use this without soundling like a loser haha!
I really need to talk to someone coz i'm going insaaaaane!
I don't even know whats wrong, i'm so stressed, I cant sleep so i'm always tired, I can't be bothered to do anything and there's so much to do!
It's been like this for sooo long! Sincw before my holiday! :[
I just hate everyone! Well not everyone, but most people!
I can't work out why i'm feeling like this!
I don't know who I am anymore, nothing I do seems real, like what I would usually do, or should do.
And I keep going out and doing thiongs I shouldn't do and I know it but I don't know WHAT to do!
I've completly lost direction, which is annoying because this is my last year of school...and I'm gonna fail ahaha!
I can't leave coz that would make me a quitter and I know i'm definatly not that
But I don't want to be there, I jsut feel like standing up and going!
I don't feel wanted or needed by anyone.
Meh!
I lost my faith, which is stupid coz it was something I made up, but I truly believed it and it helped me alot!
It helped me understand things : ] and life and people
And I jsu't don't feel it anymore, I can't do it anymore!!!!!!!!
BLEEEEEER!
I need a day of sleep which I should've had today!
I jsut need to sit and reflect
Or talk to someone who I feel comfrtable enough to talk to!
Ho Hum : ]
I hate myself hahahahahaha
Because atm i;m not a nice person!
But I don't know who I am!!!!!!
I know as soon as this years over I can go! And be away
But this years so hard for me!
Oh well
That's this rubbish entry
On a better note, had bare jopkes with Bambi on Sunday, we walked dead slow talking like TreeBeard!
It was amazing, we went to the pub n saw a spy ahahaha!
Safe!