Oct 08, 2005 18:16
I miss a lot of people and I have a feeling this entry is gonna be really fuckin long.
I really fuckin miss Stefano when me and him were like best guy friends and we talked and hung out like every weekend and had sleepovers and hung out with kelly and britt but fuck britt. I miss him and we were supposed to hang out today just us and have a sleepover like old times and I called him and he forgot all about and is going on a date with his new gf or something.
I really fuckin miss Kelly, it seems like since her and Stefano broke up I am not even friends with her we rarely talk on the phone or even internet anymore and I havent hung out with her outside of school since My Chemical Romance which was on September 20th and she doesnt even show up for the movies anymore.
I really fuckin miss Rose lately, she is hardly ever fuckin home anymore because she is always with like Kayla and/or Ian and Tyler and we havent hung out just us in ages, the last time we hung out was yesterday before the movies but it was Tyler and Ian and I dont feel welcome around either of them and I am happy for her and Tyler, I just wish she mad more time for me.
I really fuckin miss Janeice, I havent hung out with her in a pretty good amount of time and we are supposed to hang out soon but I doubt it will happen and she hasnt been at the movies in like 2 weeks so I havent really talked to her.
The fuckin point of this entry is I miss a lot of fuckin people right now evan Kayla and Jon and I feel like I am losing friends left and right and this fuckin sucks cause I love all these people but sometimes it doesnt feel like they feel the same way about me and I hope I doesnt lose any of them and I am overexaggerating this because I dont wanna lose any of these people.