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I have lost connection to my life. I do plenty every day and don't feel like hurting myself. Let me be clear that I do not mean to be whining and don't want anyone worrying.
In many ways I'm doing great: least depressed I've been in years. Unfortunately, I still feel distant and disconnected from everything. I feel "on the outside, looking in" on existence. Sadly, it may be a result of my trying to meditate everyday. I don't know if I should continue if this feeling of distance and general apathy continue.
Connecting with people is really hard and that bothers me. Plenty of time helps but nothing can assure that actual communication will take place between people ever. I have less and less to say to anyone these days.
Please don't take offense to that.
In many ways I'm doing great: least depressed I've been in years. Unfortunately, I still feel distant and disconnected from everything. I feel "on the outside, looking in" on existence. Sadly, it may be a result of my trying to meditate everyday. I don't know if I should continue if this feeling of distance and general apathy continue.
Connecting with people is really hard and that bothers me. Plenty of time helps but nothing can assure that actual communication will take place between people ever. I have less and less to say to anyone these days.
Please don't take offense to that.