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Holy fuck. today is the 16th of July. My last post was the 13th of july. That's three days. Well, really, 4 days since I post on the morning of the 13th. Three days that felt like 3 weeks.
Now I'm really fucked up. How the hell does 3 days feel like 3 weeks?? Especially when two of those days were the weekend???
Shit. I'm so blown away at my fuck-upped-ness. 3 days is 3 weeks, the past two months has felt like 2 years. Oh man.... the more I think about it, the more I think I made the right decison.
If I really loved my job, or really loved what I was doing, or most importantly, felt satisfaction at what I was doing, it wouldn't feel this way.
Now I'm really fucked up. How the hell does 3 days feel like 3 weeks?? Especially when two of those days were the weekend???
Shit. I'm so blown away at my fuck-upped-ness. 3 days is 3 weeks, the past two months has felt like 2 years. Oh man.... the more I think about it, the more I think I made the right decison.
If I really loved my job, or really loved what I was doing, or most importantly, felt satisfaction at what I was doing, it wouldn't feel this way.