Nov 19, 2006 09:15
I never really knew how detatched I am. All I had to do was look around me to see it. Pay less attention to the voices in my head, more towards the voices around me. I'll sometimes learn something fairly important, and then remember hearing someone telling me about it long ago. I suppose I wasn't listening though.
Rather than wasting hours of your life looking for the answer, involve yourself in life and the answer will be pretty clear. That's the lesson I have to offer, mostly to myself seeing as most people already know that :)
I can learn from my parent's mistakes... as much as I love them both dearly, I don't want to be like them. I've discerned the different between man and woman from them, I think that's as far as I'd like to retain from them.
Mmm I feel better after getting those three things off my chest. My dreams have been plagued with these ideas, being detatched from my friends, wasting my life and how my parents raised me. I'm glad to have gotten over them. Now all I have to do is fix the damage :)
-Benjamin
PS: I played paintball at the radar in Beaverbank, and I'm hooked. To anyone that plays paintball or is interested, let me know and I'm there. It's like playing a first person shooter, only fun!