This Sucks
I really miss Tara and the worst part about is that she doesn't believe a word I say. I honestly have never cared about anyone to this extent and I just wish it was accepted and not just ignored. Everything I do fucking reminds me of her, don't ask me why, it just does. It kills me to know that she is not in my life and that I am not in hers, I would do anything to just be near her let alone be with her. I don't care if she doesn't care about me, I just want to take care of her.