First off, I haven't been able to reply in like forever because I was super-sick-I got the swine flu then strep throat. Sucks really bad but my immune system's down because I was home schooled last year. Now I never said anything I wrote was good. And though I may not be bipolar I do have a host of other mental problems, such as minor ADD, minor OCD, minor neurotic tendencies, and major perfectionism. And you're probably right. I don't know much about love, if anything at all. I've been on, like, three dates my entire life. So why did I write this? Because at the time I was stressed making up work (I had missed six days of school from bad allergies and the nurse's paranoia about swine flu) and majorly depressed because I got straight F's on my progress report. And yeah, I normally don't like poems either and I was being too lazy to make it rhyme. Maybe I should be pounded on for being depressed and sick and stressed and making some crappy poems, but I don't really see how that would make any sense. I guess I wasn't clear enough on this last part. I said that I wrote it during English instead of our other assignment. I was excused from it because I've never lived in one place long enough to remember it, which was what the assignment was. So it was not an assignment and I never turned it in. And really? Just because of some crappy poems written during a crappy time in my life, there is no imaginable way to redeem myself as a writer Excuse me? I was unaware the system worked like that. It just so happened that this was during my first few posts and it wasn't one of my better writings, of which I have many. I just didn't have one with me at that moment because I had just moved and all of my notebooks with those things in it were (and still are) in storage. For now, I'm gonna take a break from writing until I get out of this depressed state I'm in and get my older stuff out of storage. So I guess I'll see you again next time.
Now I never said anything I wrote was good. And though I may not be bipolar I do have a host of other mental problems, such as minor ADD, minor OCD, minor neurotic tendencies, and major perfectionism.
And you're probably right. I don't know much about love, if anything at all. I've been on, like, three dates my entire life. So why did I write this? Because at the time I was stressed making up work (I had missed six days of school from bad allergies and the nurse's paranoia about swine flu) and majorly depressed because I got straight F's on my progress report. And yeah, I normally don't like poems either and I was being too lazy to make it rhyme. Maybe I should be pounded on for being depressed and sick and stressed and making some crappy poems, but I don't really see how that would make any sense.
I guess I wasn't clear enough on this last part. I said that I wrote it during English instead of our other assignment. I was excused from it because I've never lived in one place long enough to remember it, which was what the assignment was. So it was not an assignment and I never turned it in.
And really? Just because of some crappy poems written during a crappy time in my life, there is no imaginable way to redeem myself as a writer Excuse me? I was unaware the system worked like that. It just so happened that this was during my first few posts and it wasn't one of my better writings, of which I have many. I just didn't have one with me at that moment because I had just moved and all of my notebooks with those things in it were (and still are) in storage.
For now, I'm gonna take a break from writing until I get out of this depressed state I'm in and get my older stuff out of storage. So I guess I'll see you again next time.
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