Why are we being forced to believe things that we dont believe are true?
Well, today sucked. I didnt do anything. I also feel extremely depressed for somereason. Probably because i got into another fight with my mom. O well. I also wrote this thing today that i used as my away message. I think that it's ok. Erin told me that her life is awesome because she has awesome friends, awesome family, and a great boyfriend. I have almost the complete opposite. I have awesome friends, but not the greatest family recently. I've been really stressed out lately. Mostly because i've been fighting with my parents and that they are putting so much pressure on me to get good grades. And I'm also trying to get this kid to like me. But i dont think its working. I dont think i'm going to be like this forever now, but probably just today. Whatever. Here's what i wrote:
"people are always telling us that we should look towards the future. Am i supposed to ignore all the shit that's going on right now? Am i supposed to forget about all the heartake and anger that's taking place right now in the present and look towards the future?
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i dont think so.
Ya, well i'm done. bye