Feb 05, 2008 13:38
1. Thou shall not put a gun to thy lover's head.
2. Thou shall be willing to die for love.
3. Thou shall seek revenge on those who wrong you
4. Thou shall be a demolition lover
5. Thou shall unleash the bats
6. Thou shall protect thy lover from everything (even vampires)
7. Thou shall respect the lord, Gerard.
8. Thou shall sing the holy hymns of the chemical romance
9. Thou shall see beauty in bloody love.
10. Thou shall rock hard....
I don't know what to say about this besides that I liked it and saw it on deviantart and here it is. Must show Linda....
I have been thinking of doing something with this layout... I mean I adore it very much but it seems a bit... childish to me now? I mean, still insanely impressive but not quite as "matching my mood" as it was then. I used to relate to it a lot more. I meand the words, yes. But Fruits Basket, to me, now represents something like this Summer. The hopes and dreams I had, then. Like: I believe they will talk to me. They don't care about the "Eileen Thing." They care about me. When in my head I was going: they care, not about me but only about themselves. And how it upsets them to be a little annoyed or have a new friend. Friendship bothers them. So I need something different, like wilting roses on a black background that fades to dark gray, gray, light gray, white. I must get started on that.
I realized last night, the person I like is probably not all gung-ho get remembered be president be famous. He probably cares about grades, family, friends, happiness that kinda NORMAL stuff. So maybe I shouldn't be feeling so down in the dumps because that's all I can accomplish. That's enough, right?
I am promoting to yellow belt soon, enough said.
I decided to save a lot of money, 4000-10,000 by the time I am 20 years old. Dada is taking me to open a bank account on Tuesday so I can keep all my moneys protected by the Fed. Government. Oh yeah!
I got 8 A's in the past 4 day school week, one day of which was a half day. The week before that I think I got 4-5 and the week before that like, 3. So basically I think that this is going okay. Except that I failed a VERY important science quiz yesterday that is the first grade on my Third Quarter Report Card... and if I DID fail.. I can't participate in the unit. Therefore Olivia Jaquith will fail and so will I. Darn it.
I don't know what else to say besides:
Vampire Knight is disappointing me.
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