confession.

[bemyluckycharm]

Lately, my dreams have been about love/lust/or the lack thereof. I officially* crave passion, and to once again, after years, feel delicate lips pressed gently against mine. What makes it so difficult? I would have to feel respected at the same time and to share it with someone I value and feel mutually attracted to. Aka, Mission: Impossible. (Well

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[bemyluckycharm]

You know, you have good points to make. Yes, we've cried to each other about this numerous times. You're right. I know it takes time... I try so hard to be optimistic about it, but deep inside, it hurts me.. especially late at night, when I'm not with out friends or on the phone. Then I fantasize about what I'd like to have. My dreams contain these fantasies. They're so beautiful. Then I wake up and try to accept them for what they are-- just dreams. I just had to express it because it's been causing me stress lately. Thank you for your help. You're such a beautiful person with an amazing ability to comfort others. I'm blessed. Seriously, thank you so much for all the times you've comforted me. You radiate with positive energy and I've been touched by it. <3

[figgen]

I've been through that phase a number of times. I might be experiencing the first time in my life when I don't crave affection simply because I'm in a mourning period, and I like it. I think I finally managed to extinguish that spiritual lust by focusing on so many other things and decrying the seemingly destructive passion of love for so long, but I know exactly how you feel.

Maybe you'll meet somebody suitable next Saturday-and yes, I will get around to calling you!

[bemyluckycharm]

Yeah, this phase comes around every once in a while. I'm content with many things, yet this lack somehow causes stress- not usually when I'm around people, but at night, or early in the morning when I wake up. I'm glad you aren't currently going through this. Focusing on other things is truly the key to extinguishing these emotions. I agree. During the school year, I'm much better about it. The dreams had stopped for a while, but now I get them on a nightly basis.Thanks for understanding though. Thanks for listening.

And yes, call me already! Jk. Yeah, I *think*/hope I can attend. <3 Thanks again.

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sigh i think i know exactly how you feel

[bemyluckycharm]

Sorry. I think I know it all too well. You have my SN. I'm here to listen if you would like to discuss it. <3

[bellaitaliana16]

I've had similar thoughts and dreams lately. Mission Impossible is ever going for me, I know how the feeling goes.. :(, and can be no fun sometimes..Anyways take care- :) MIch

[bemyluckycharm]

Yes... I know. Sorry about your situation too. I admire your ability to endure though. I guess that's what happens when you truly care for someone. Been there, done that. I'm here for you anyway<3

[throwfar]

I feel your hunger.... your passion... *hugz*

[bemyluckycharm]

Thank you<3 At least some people do! :)