wow. where do i begin?
i watch chick flicks and part of the leaf game with my dad last night. i head on over to gay and proud, and meet up with jen to subway it downtown. the subway ends up breaking down, and we have to bus it to the nearest station. a man with two bag fulls of fish sits beside me and an arab looking man stands infront of me - staring directly at me for a good 15 minutes. i put a fake gun to my head as i look at jenna. there was a stalker staring at me with his crotch in my face and it smelt like pussy beside me. gotta love scarborough buses. we finally make it, hop on the subway, and mr. arab man follows us and decides to sit directly across from us. he was starting to creep me out and i wanted to say something, but the two of us laughed it off. we get off at college and realize it's going to be the longest walk of our lives, so we flag down a cabby and i call
wilhelmicus repeatedly, telling him how sorry we are and that we're going to be late. almost an hour after we said we were going to meet, we're standing outside of Cobalt - and i'm thinking that Will has definitely given up on us. but, we turned around and he was magically there. the atmosphere of Cobalt was awesome. great music, tables with candlelight, cute little booths for couples in love. we had to yell over the music to hear each other though and it was a pretty tiny place, so i don't think i'll go there for my birthday anymore. anywho, we talk and talk over beer and rum n'cokes, have a pee break, take some pics, and talked porn. when we were about to leave, this guy walks over to our table and kneels down between jen&moi. jen knees me under the table and we're kneeing each other back and forth constantly. he pulls out a card and asks us if we like alternative rock. our eyes light up and we're like silly little schoolgirls. he tells us to come by the bovine sex club to check out his band. we say we'll be there. i ask him his name. jamie. he asks me mine. i have to repeat it twice before he understands. jenna introduces herself. we shake hands. he has a kind, soft handshake. we say goodbye. we walk outside, and say our goodbyes to will. we call up zac and ask him if he wants some company. he's drinking alone, so we streetcar it over to his place and crash with him for the night. we blasted system of a down and danced around his room for what felt like the entire Mezmerize album. we were so happy. old snl episodes played out on the tv screen, as the three of us cuddled together in the cold family room. the guys who live downstairs, showed up around 4 in the morning..banging on the door. completely drunk. we said our hello's i gave a high five to mr. sean treeby. i talked to some random guy, who was telling me that the night was still young. what party animals. zac blasted Bush X to drown out the noise. i fell asleep at 5 in the morning as Glycerine played out in the background.
this weekend has flown by.
it's already depressing sunday, but this week seems hopeful.
thanks for meeting up with us again, will.
thanks for being my partner in crime, jen.
thanks for a second home, zacariah.
thanks for happiness, heart.
me and will
the happiest picture ever.
this is true love.