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[bemyloverboy]

This entry is addressed to everyone and anyone who is reading this post. I want you to post anything that you want. Anything at all. Post a short story, a poem, a thought, a secret, a confession, a fear, a love declaration, a song I should download, a film I should see, a photograph you'd like to share, a question you want me to answer, you can

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[anonymous]

I give good advice that I have a hard time following myself.

Porn has helped keep my sanity intact during long dry spells.

I feel unworthy of people I'm interested in, and even if the interest is reciprocated, I worry it's just a matter of time before they realize what a lousy catch I am.

My faith in myself, God, and the universal order of things has been shaken lately, but I refuse to abandon it. There really IS a point to our being here, and it's not just to exist. I just have to remind myself of this and not forget it.

[anonymous]

What is the point to our being here, and it's not just to exist?

[bemyloverboy]

hrm, well i listen to a lot of what sylvia browne says...and once she wrote that our point to being here is to experience for God, because he/she was born knowing everything - but without experience. so i guess that would explain why we have to go through all the heartache and why this world is such shit sometimes, because everything can't be rainbows and sugarplums if every emotion, every situation, needs to be experienced.

also, i think life seems more purposeful when you're in love. it's not just about you anymore. same thing with kids.

[bemyloverboy]

porn is essential.

[anonymous]

Agreed. Sometimes my friend and I will end our emails with this sacreligious closing:

Yours in Porn,
[Name]

[bemyloverboy]

my best and i would steal my dad's penthouse magazines, grab a bag of chips, and lie on my bedroom floor and read all the dirty stories out loud and stare at the pictures. i'm sure if she still lived in this town, we'd still be doing that.

and every good porno, needs a good story.