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i'm really on edge today. one word and i snap. i'm really tired of working. i wish i could enjoy myself more before i have to leave again. the summer is going by way too fast. i haven't accomplished much of anything; my to-do list remains relatively untouched. nothing can spark me into action. i'm really good at wasting time and wasting money. "i'm still young" is pretty much my justification for everything, but i'm not sure how long until it all catches up with me. "life is short, enjoy it while you can" such cliches become excuses in putting off the things i really need, but really don't want, to do. i have mixed emotions about going back to school. i just really need to get the ball rolling, someone to push me to do something. or just do everything for me.