I've seen the errors of my ways, and promise you, I'm gonna' change...
First off, today is three months for me and my lovely Antonio =) And it's been the most amazing three of my whole life.
Last night he took me out to Red Lobster, and it was super amazing =) Any time with him is amazing actually.
I've learned to stop caring what people think. The only people that matter already love me no matter what. I'm finally voicing my opinion for things, and speaking out. I realize that I don't need to "dress cute" every single day in school. The boy that I tired to impress, I apparently impressed already for him to be mine. But when it's just me and him our I'm with him, I look damn cute. But everyone else, dosn't matter. So I'm going to keep pinning my hair up. Keep my glasses on, and makeup, so over rated.
And also, I've learned that I can trust (kinda) but I'm improving. I figure he has nothing to worry about with me, so he should trust me. So to be trusted, you must trust back, so I must trust back in order to be trusted? But it all seems so illogical. I mean, "hiding" things. Telling lies because the trust would hurt me back then. But all of that is done and over with. Honestly is the best policy. And I would rather be hurt by the truth rather then a lie.
But as every second passes, I realize that I fall more and more in love with him. And it is amazing. I can't excape it. And I don't want to actually... it's wonderful.
I won't be posting for a while. Busy weekend and week comming up. Prom is this Friday the 18 and I am so busy all this week.
I love you babe. Happy 3 months. <33
cici ♥