I've grown up

Jan 09, 2007 06:44

I just noticed how much I've really matured withen the last year. "Orange shirt boy" or "Fruit snack boy" is very confusing. And I've talked to people about it, and I'm being rebellious and not messaging him until he does, which maybe never now. I don't even know what I did actually but whatever for now I guess, I've got a lot of things more important.
But how I've grown up. When things started to go wrong I didn't throw a fit and like completly change my life around it. It's kinda been like I know it's on my mind but you know what it's not that important like. I mean, it was wonderful thinking that I had a chance but now that that sight is basically completly gone, yeah it hurts, but I've been though worse. It just kills me though for how excited everyone was including myself and I now don't even have an idea of what is going on.
Oh boy. And not to mention I have 100 pages in that russin book, my scale test, and a massive reproductive packet all due on Wednesday.

But he still is amazing, and I'd just like to talk to him like always. He's a super rad friend, and I don't want a stupid little thing of me liking him ruin something that wonderful.

"Just give me the High School Drama coach."
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