two miles between you and me,might as well be an ocean...
Why is it that everytime I get something that I want, someone else comes and takes it away from me?
Am I not meant to be happy?
School is a total waste of life so far. I don't know how I am going to make it though this year without killing someone, or being put in a mental home.
I hate it when people change too. And I've noticed a lot of people have. I mean, I know that I may have too, but seriously, it makes me sad to see how much people have changed.
I really don't know why, but I really really really don't want to keep going to school. Its not that I'm not modavaited or anything like that. I just can't stand it anymore. All of my classes are so gay (except for physics) my english class blows more then a cheap whore.
It feels like my life, is always going to be the same.
And not only does it scare me. It also makes me very sad.
I fell madly in love. In just a little bit of time.
And something tells me, that it's not what I thought it was going to be.
I know I should try and stay positive, but I don't think I can.
I really need to get out of here.
I'm sick of school already.
I'm sick of all the people.
And my hearts already been broken more then it was before.
If that was even possable.
I really don't know anymore.
I feel like everythink I've ever known
Has changed
And left me behind
Again.
:sigh:
&hearts :(