sifted times, i take another breath, with an ambience of nothing left...
in timeless places, traced and faceless will i learn to let go
take me to the heights where love controls
far away from home but feels so close
this empty heart of mine will fall inside and bring me back to life...
(Broken Heart by Falling Up ^)
heyyy everybody. i'm gunna wish ya'll a happy valentines day even tho i rele don't like it. so happy hearts day all! today was a pretty good day...slept til like 10 (hehe) did school, went out to Friendly's for lunch, came home did chores and went to dance. Nikki and i ended up leavin dance a lil early cuz i rele didn't feel good. idk wut it is...i feel weak and icky. almost like i'm gunna pass out er sumthing. it's quite odd. i'm feelin a lil better now, except its like 80 degrees down here in the basement cuz of the woodstove. dance was alright...our ballet teacher wasn't there tho so i had to do moderne for the whole 3 hrs! gahhhh i was dying! Nikki and i 'choreographized' a "dance" *cough cough* lol...more like 16 counts. we rock chica! best part was we screwed up so bad performing it, lolol...yepm that def. made me feel like an idiot. but w/e i rele don't care. i have decided not to care wut other ppl think of me. seriously. w/e, thats their problem. i don't need n e one's acceptance. i'm just gunna enjoy being me and if they don't like it then pshhhhh! lol. sOoOo...my mom hasta work 8am-12m tomorrow so the midgit monkey (my new nickname for caleb) and i r on our own for school. o joy. i usually do school on my own n e ways, so it doesn't make much of a difference to me. except i'll hafta listen to caleb whine and cry and complain about his work. i'll just smack him. wait, that usually makes it worse...hmmm, maybe if i can find some duct tape...hehehehe, jk. i feel like sharing a random story but i can't think of n e...uhhhhhh, yep, all outa funny random stories right now. sorry! woo-hoo! no school this friday! :-D my mom and i r going away to NH for the weekend, which promises to be purdy fun. la la la...u kno wuts yumtastic? dried pineapple, lol. yep, my awesome valentines gift from mi madre, hahaha, jk. dried pineapple is good, but my mom got me chocolate for v-day :-) well i'm mad bored so i guess thats all i'm gunna say for now. leave one! byebyes! love ya! (hey Nikki, omg i'm eating! lol...o wait, scratch that! haha...u rock, keep ur chin up! just keep swimming swimming swimming! lol :-*) ~Alayna~
take me to the heights where love controls
far away from home but feels so close
this empty heart of mine will fall inside and bring me back to life...
(Broken Heart by Falling Up ^)
heyyy everybody. i'm gunna wish ya'll a happy valentines day even tho i rele don't like it. so happy hearts day all! today was a pretty good day...slept til like 10 (hehe) did school, went out to Friendly's for lunch, came home did chores and went to dance. Nikki and i ended up leavin dance a lil early cuz i rele didn't feel good. idk wut it is...i feel weak and icky. almost like i'm gunna pass out er sumthing. it's quite odd. i'm feelin a lil better now, except its like 80 degrees down here in the basement cuz of the woodstove. dance was alright...our ballet teacher wasn't there tho so i had to do moderne for the whole 3 hrs! gahhhh i was dying! Nikki and i 'choreographized' a "dance" *cough cough* lol...more like 16 counts. we rock chica! best part was we screwed up so bad performing it, lolol...yepm that def. made me feel like an idiot. but w/e i rele don't care. i have decided not to care wut other ppl think of me. seriously. w/e, thats their problem. i don't need n e one's acceptance. i'm just gunna enjoy being me and if they don't like it then pshhhhh! lol. sOoOo...my mom hasta work 8am-12m tomorrow so the midgit monkey (my new nickname for caleb) and i r on our own for school. o joy. i usually do school on my own n e ways, so it doesn't make much of a difference to me. except i'll hafta listen to caleb whine and cry and complain about his work. i'll just smack him. wait, that usually makes it worse...hmmm, maybe if i can find some duct tape...hehehehe, jk. i feel like sharing a random story but i can't think of n e...uhhhhhh, yep, all outa funny random stories right now. sorry! woo-hoo! no school this friday! :-D my mom and i r going away to NH for the weekend, which promises to be purdy fun. la la la...u kno wuts yumtastic? dried pineapple, lol. yep, my awesome valentines gift from mi madre, hahaha, jk. dried pineapple is good, but my mom got me chocolate for v-day :-) well i'm mad bored so i guess thats all i'm gunna say for now. leave one! byebyes! love ya! (hey Nikki, omg i'm eating! lol...o wait, scratch that! haha...u rock, keep ur chin up! just keep swimming swimming swimming! lol :-*) ~Alayna~