I WANT TO GET OUT/OF MY HOUSE/MY LIFE CRUSHED IN TO PIECES/PV
ARGG i hate what hapenning to me i always end up crush up Physically and Emotionally and inside its eating my flesh i cant go on im going to die suicide if i dont make something up or get The FUCK OUT OF HERE I CANT STAND THIS SHIT ANYMORE i cant do it im so weak but i know im not but my mind is playing tricks on me i have another personality inse
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Look I know we don't talk that much anymore. Believe me it is not because of anything but my busy schedule. I honestly have alot of homework and things to do. I rarely talk on the phone to anyone. Not even Nat or Diana. Plus, I don't even like to talk on the phone.
I know you are going through hard times right now but you have to understand that all of us as teenagers go through times like that. Your body and mind are going through many chemical and physical changes and it is going to affect you in many ways.
Just keep on writing in your journal to express yourself and get all your emotions out. Don't even think about taking your life Eddie. That is not the answer and your family and friends, including my family, friends and myself... love you way too much. You would definitely be missed Eddie.
You notice how I write in my LJ more than anything. I write in my LJ almost as much as I talk to people at school, or even more because I don't even talk all that much to people at school cause I'm so busy. Well since you see that I write in my LJ alot... write to me on my LJ so we can stay in touch. Or Email me anytime. I will always respond if you write to me. When it comes to the phone I get bored easily and impatient.
Alright Eddie, I'll ttyl.
Love,
your friend, Erica
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