Update
So lately ive been having trouble sleeping. Im not quite sure what it is but I cannot fall asleep before 4 am. Ive tried it all , exercizing , staying in bed , reading , watching tv laying down. None of it ever seems to work. I dont do the sleeping pills because well they make me super groggy and I dont really like them.
Ive been kinda down lately so that might be it. Money is super tight and im worrying about it a lot. I hate asking my mom for money. It really kills me. I feel like less of a man.
Im nervous about a lot of stuff lately and I havent really had anyone to talk to about it. You know me im a wreck sometimes. I dont like to tell others whats going on mostly because I dont want to burden them. But ive got a lot on my mind, Ill talk to you about that later in private.
Ive been missing shows a lot lately. They used to be my way of getting my frustration out. I could scream my lungs out and it was all good. I could bounce my way around the rooma nd have fun. I would get looks from girls. I would be embraced by friends that truely cared for me. It was all a great scene. I miss going to shows with angelique a bunch. Her and I had so much fun. I really miss her a lot. I should find her and catch up. I miss Megan a bunch, her and I would have tons of fun. I miss her humor a bunch. I miss alan. I saw him the other day but I need to see him more. I miss Chris a bunch. Hes my best friend and we dont talk much. My fault mostly, im horrible at keeping contact. I miss roxanne, Her and I had a lot of fun. I miss ashley. She made me smile and made me some great mix cds. We had some great conversations back in the day that made me smile. I miss natalie soooo much. One of the most amazing people that I know. I miss a ton of stuff, i cant even put it all out here...
Anyone know of a job that makes around 45-60k a year entry. I need a better paying job. I need more endless nights of driving around with friends.
Anyways i love you all.
And i think that you should send me text messages all day tomorrow to cheer me up. And someone should pick me up tomorrow night for some coffee and a night of talking.
949+295+1991
im going to try and sleep now...
Ive been kinda down lately so that might be it. Money is super tight and im worrying about it a lot. I hate asking my mom for money. It really kills me. I feel like less of a man.
Im nervous about a lot of stuff lately and I havent really had anyone to talk to about it. You know me im a wreck sometimes. I dont like to tell others whats going on mostly because I dont want to burden them. But ive got a lot on my mind, Ill talk to you about that later in private.
Ive been missing shows a lot lately. They used to be my way of getting my frustration out. I could scream my lungs out and it was all good. I could bounce my way around the rooma nd have fun. I would get looks from girls. I would be embraced by friends that truely cared for me. It was all a great scene. I miss going to shows with angelique a bunch. Her and I had so much fun. I really miss her a lot. I should find her and catch up. I miss Megan a bunch, her and I would have tons of fun. I miss her humor a bunch. I miss alan. I saw him the other day but I need to see him more. I miss Chris a bunch. Hes my best friend and we dont talk much. My fault mostly, im horrible at keeping contact. I miss roxanne, Her and I had a lot of fun. I miss ashley. She made me smile and made me some great mix cds. We had some great conversations back in the day that made me smile. I miss natalie soooo much. One of the most amazing people that I know. I miss a ton of stuff, i cant even put it all out here...
Anyone know of a job that makes around 45-60k a year entry. I need a better paying job. I need more endless nights of driving around with friends.
Anyways i love you all.
And i think that you should send me text messages all day tomorrow to cheer me up. And someone should pick me up tomorrow night for some coffee and a night of talking.
949+295+1991
im going to try and sleep now...