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I'm frustrated. I feel like I'm decent at a lot of things, but what I really need is to be the best at something. I mean.. I consider myself decent at violin, drawing, sports, whatever. But then there's always a million people out there who I know are way better than me, and I'll never be as good as they are. I dunno. Maybe I'm just not motivated enough or something. Or maybe I haven't found something I'm really good at. Who knows?