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[bemailey]

im sorry im just dumb
im sorry that i cant be mature
im sorry that i have a staring problem
im sorry that i cant just be myself when im around you
im sorry that i make you mad
im sorry that i am so worried about trying not to look dumb, that i make myself look like a complete idiot
im sorry that i invaded your bubble
im sorry that im making you mad by devoting a entire entry to you
im sorry that i like you as more than a friend
im sorry for being obsessive
im sorry i try to treat you better than you say i should
im sorry your mom says all that stuff about me
im sorry i drove you to the point where you wanted me to go
im sorry that i almost stole your ipod
im sorry that i am annoying
im sorry my annoyance drives you insane
im sorry that im writing about this here so everyone can see
im sorry that i make fun of you around your mom
im sorry that im not even half normal
im sorry that i care so much that its bothering me when it probably shouldnt
im sorry that saying sorry that saying sorry twenty one times still doesnt make it better

i wish i could make it better, but if i tried i would probably just have another thing to say sorry for