My Brain....
So I actually had a bad bad day yesterday. There was nothing but intolerence within the CPC and I was getting tired of it. One of the employees that works in there just doesn't listen TO ANYONE!! Then there are the other associates who think the CPC will do anything for them and that we are not busy. BULL!! Anywho enough ranting about that...most people have heard that I got so pissed I walked out of work. Anywho...
My dreams as of late have been..odd?..yes that is a good way of putting it. They have been relationship ones, with people I have never even dated!
Dream1: I am with this girl and we are happy and couple-like. With this girl I think this dream is showing what I hope might occur, since the actions betweent the two of us are nothing at all like our dynamic as friends. I think this was showing me desire of what I want in a relationship and what feelings I might have should I be in a relationship again. I will ask Ma for some interpretation, since I am not good at doing my own dreams.
Dream2: I am with a different girl, also a friend, and we are at a point in our conversation where I am going to make an attempt to kiss her. I lean in and brush her lips, only to find nothing from her. I kiss her lips and she just sits there looking at me. I say that I'm sorry and that I must have confused our signals; she say "Everyone makes mistakes" and the dream shifts. Where the other I think was showing my desired reactions to being in a relationship, I am pretty sure this is showing my fears of rejection. I have those ya know! I think that is why there was also a change in WHO the girl was I was with.
Dream3: I am with my group of friends and we are playing D&D. We take a break and go outside. One of the guys (I don't recognize WHO this friend is I just know he is a friend) takes us outside and we get into these dune buggy like vehicles. I ride along side of "the friend" in the same buggy. He starts showing off in front of his sister (again someone I don't recognize) who gets all upset and starts raging on him about the environment (see I cannot escape politics even in my dreams). We go back inside and I see the girl from dream 2 we have a convo, get to the point where I am thinking about making a move and dream ends.
Yeah so my brain is all sorts of confused with these. I have prayed for interpretation, but I am not getting anything other than what I have deduced above. See I am totally not a typical guy. Most guys dream of cars, women, cars&women, I may have been dreaming about a woman (well 2 different) but I don't think the dream were about the women, in particular. I have one messed up brain....
How do you tell a communist? A communist is someone who reads Marx and Lenin. A non-communist is someone who understands Marx and Lenin. -Ronald Reagan
My dreams as of late have been..odd?..yes that is a good way of putting it. They have been relationship ones, with people I have never even dated!
Dream1: I am with this girl and we are happy and couple-like. With this girl I think this dream is showing what I hope might occur, since the actions betweent the two of us are nothing at all like our dynamic as friends. I think this was showing me desire of what I want in a relationship and what feelings I might have should I be in a relationship again. I will ask Ma for some interpretation, since I am not good at doing my own dreams.
Dream2: I am with a different girl, also a friend, and we are at a point in our conversation where I am going to make an attempt to kiss her. I lean in and brush her lips, only to find nothing from her. I kiss her lips and she just sits there looking at me. I say that I'm sorry and that I must have confused our signals; she say "Everyone makes mistakes" and the dream shifts. Where the other I think was showing my desired reactions to being in a relationship, I am pretty sure this is showing my fears of rejection. I have those ya know! I think that is why there was also a change in WHO the girl was I was with.
Dream3: I am with my group of friends and we are playing D&D. We take a break and go outside. One of the guys (I don't recognize WHO this friend is I just know he is a friend) takes us outside and we get into these dune buggy like vehicles. I ride along side of "the friend" in the same buggy. He starts showing off in front of his sister (again someone I don't recognize) who gets all upset and starts raging on him about the environment (see I cannot escape politics even in my dreams). We go back inside and I see the girl from dream 2 we have a convo, get to the point where I am thinking about making a move and dream ends.
Yeah so my brain is all sorts of confused with these. I have prayed for interpretation, but I am not getting anything other than what I have deduced above. See I am totally not a typical guy. Most guys dream of cars, women, cars&women, I may have been dreaming about a woman (well 2 different) but I don't think the dream were about the women, in particular. I have one messed up brain....
How do you tell a communist? A communist is someone who reads Marx and Lenin. A non-communist is someone who understands Marx and Lenin. -Ronald Reagan