haven't laughed this hard in a long time, almost forgot it was twilight

[beltonbackward]

I really like that line from an elliott smith song i have been listening to.

I have to write a paper for bio psych tonight, and still pick up joanna, but she hasn't called me yet. I worked out tonight, and last night. and i think i will again tomorrow. it feels really good to be taking care of myself.

so it is kind of hitting me that i am leaving santa barbara, and starting a whole new chapter of my life. and as corny as this is, its up to me what I will write on the new pages.....and i just hope that i am able to write the most beautiful touching things....
for some reason i am sad right now. and i have no clue why.
I really hate when that happens