ugh
I just woke up sick to my stomach & heart racing because I was dreaming about collin. in my dream he and I finally reached a point where we'd hang out together sometimes. I was riding in his car as he drove through muncy to get to class (which isn't even plausible). I was upset, & he was trying nicely to find out why. when I woke up, he was leaning over to carress me, and this manchester orchestra lyric was screaming in my head: "now that you're home won't you rescue me//I've been trying so hard to be good again"
:'(
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