bout time for an update
it's been an amazing week. school sucks my ass, yes. i'd be ok if i could stay awake through a class and...if i didn't even have to go to school at all that'd be even better. but since i have to go, im learning to make the best of it.
i grew up this past weekend. i feel alot better about myself. amazing what it can do for you.
thursday night should be fun. jons for a bon fire, then the game, then back to jons for more of a bon fire...and then this weekend. i have alot to look forward to. maybe thats why i feel okay.
im so tired though. it gives me raging headaches everyday because of how tired i am. today i laid down at my dads and got up to leave and my head was just pounding. i started driving and started seeing all blurry and shit. then it got a little better after i gained back some energy.
jon came over for a little while, as he does every night. i must say, laying with him for an hour before i gotta go to bed really makes the day better. nothing relaxes me more. nothing makes me feel any better.
now, im beat. tired out of my damn mind. don't know what im wearing tomorrow. and seriously, like a stupid girl, i lose sleep thinking of what my outfit will be the next day. because it bothers me when i have to waste time staring into my closet in the mornings. i feel like a prissy girl, but...i guess thats one of my faults. oh well. i have alot of those.
goooodnight.
i grew up this past weekend. i feel alot better about myself. amazing what it can do for you.
thursday night should be fun. jons for a bon fire, then the game, then back to jons for more of a bon fire...and then this weekend. i have alot to look forward to. maybe thats why i feel okay.
im so tired though. it gives me raging headaches everyday because of how tired i am. today i laid down at my dads and got up to leave and my head was just pounding. i started driving and started seeing all blurry and shit. then it got a little better after i gained back some energy.
jon came over for a little while, as he does every night. i must say, laying with him for an hour before i gotta go to bed really makes the day better. nothing relaxes me more. nothing makes me feel any better.
now, im beat. tired out of my damn mind. don't know what im wearing tomorrow. and seriously, like a stupid girl, i lose sleep thinking of what my outfit will be the next day. because it bothers me when i have to waste time staring into my closet in the mornings. i feel like a prissy girl, but...i guess thats one of my faults. oh well. i have alot of those.
goooodnight.