I don't want it, I just need it...to breathe, to feel, to know I'm alive

Feb 07, 2006 19:25

Round and round and round and round I go. Always in a circle. I think I meet someone who is worth putting my wall down for and the moment I do and they see the real me, they freak out and say that I'm a bitch. HELLO PEOPLE! what have I been saying forever now? Wrath is my favorite sin first of all...and Im a fucking female!! It's called HORMONES!!! Fucking christ.....First and foremost...I was not being moody. All I wanted to know what what time I was going to get home. I mean, my uncle is in the hospital dying and the Dr.s aren't giving him past the weekend to live. So I was supposed to go see him tonight, but didnt get to.
The only person I even want in my life isn't going to come and be in it. So what is the point of setting myself up for disapointment with these other kats? There isn't a point. So that's it. I give up for good. Fuck them and fuck me.
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