Only in dreams, you'll see what it means..
I have this recurring nightmare. It involves going up to camp [Galil] on some pretense or another, generally to drop someone or something off, and ending up working there for the summer.
It's a nightmare for a couple reasons. One is ideological: I know I'll be forced to deal with Galil's Zionist agenda at some point, and either comply with passing it on to the kids or get all confrontational.
The other fear in this dream is generally more central to the theme, however - this is the truly scary part: At some point during the summer, I will have to walk through the kikar and I will see what it looks like with the moadon missing. That is the worst thing ever.
Last night I really thought it was happening, I thought I was there and trapped into the destiny of seeing a naked kikar. It was awful.
Now tell me, how can that possibly be more painful than being in ideological conflict with an organization around which I used to base my life? I mean sure, where the hell are they gonna do musicale now, but.
It's a nightmare for a couple reasons. One is ideological: I know I'll be forced to deal with Galil's Zionist agenda at some point, and either comply with passing it on to the kids or get all confrontational.
The other fear in this dream is generally more central to the theme, however - this is the truly scary part: At some point during the summer, I will have to walk through the kikar and I will see what it looks like with the moadon missing. That is the worst thing ever.
Last night I really thought it was happening, I thought I was there and trapped into the destiny of seeing a naked kikar. It was awful.
Now tell me, how can that possibly be more painful than being in ideological conflict with an organization around which I used to base my life? I mean sure, where the hell are they gonna do musicale now, but.