"Trust me. Any guy who meets u gets butterflies in their stomach."
い や.... I highly doubt that seriously.
How horrible. If someone tells me about a guy who likes me now I think of it as nottin but bullshit.
So much for self confidence ね?
Oh well.. loves been overrated lately
Ok thats a lie..
But gah! That stuff is seriously so hard to believe in now.
So I just stay away from it.
Though I kinda like someone else at school yes at the same time I really dont.
Make sense?
Not really huh.
Its kool. its not meant to. Just throwing it out there.
Doesnt matter anyways. Staying away from relationships
Anyways bonfire next Tuesday!!!
I seriously need this day. Crap I need every day to release.
Thank goodness for John and Alex who I can now turn to for a good drink..
Letting a bad habit grow I know.. but screw it!
Plus Im just running away from my problems and not thinking about it- trying to not let anything get too close to me anymore..
Urgh more bad habits growing..
I really feel like im turning into a bigger horrible person more and more each day..
but I wont even let myself think about that and just try to escape through temporary crap
Next best escape is Jdorama
Now that is a much better thing to turn to..
Id feel so lost without it!
Finally catching up with old series that I always planned on watching: 1 Litre of Tears & Hana Yori Dango
Also watching Mei-chan no Shitsuji & Room of King
Course there shall be more...
Ryo seems so young! <3 So cute. I love his hair more wen its straighter <333 I needs more NISHIKIDO
and Ive been in love with the ending song Only Human by K since forever! His songs are amazing..
I shud probably be considering the lyrics for Only Human more than ever rite now tho..
Oh and I remember when I used to be so obsessed with Sawajiri Erika.
She really is adorable and its crazy how she seems to always play a girl with a disease who has to die
Taiyou no Uta the series really got to me so much.
I miss that series.. I should rewatch it sometime..
~Beloved Star