Lessons learned
the humman mind, will, and soul can be as stuburn as a jack-ass all while being the jack-ass
It's ammusing to see and hear God when we need to be hummbled. He never degrades or belittles us when hummbling us he simply points out that sometimes we are all jack-asses.
I'm learing that God's gental authority and the spirits leading are the only things in this world that seem to make sense anymore. He's all I have lately, I've been seperated from friends either by distance or schedualling conflicts so no one is really there and we all have our own busy lives that well have just been taken over by everything and anything that isn't soley God. Granted God has placed us in situations and given us callings to pursue but at the same time He never intended those callings to become our gods in His place.
though i must say it is very easy to allow the calling to become the god instead of the God who did the calling.
I have been hiding from myself latley and the people I love and admire, freinds and family have gotten the jack-ass in me. I find it eaiser to hide in my books, behind leadership roles, and everything else that encopuses life rather than facing myself and takeing care of myself.
it's funny how servant driven people or most any person can be strong for someone else, take care of someone else but when it comes to takeing care of themself being strong for themself they just don't want or can't seem too..... why?
It's ammusing to see and hear God when we need to be hummbled. He never degrades or belittles us when hummbling us he simply points out that sometimes we are all jack-asses.
I'm learing that God's gental authority and the spirits leading are the only things in this world that seem to make sense anymore. He's all I have lately, I've been seperated from friends either by distance or schedualling conflicts so no one is really there and we all have our own busy lives that well have just been taken over by everything and anything that isn't soley God. Granted God has placed us in situations and given us callings to pursue but at the same time He never intended those callings to become our gods in His place.
though i must say it is very easy to allow the calling to become the god instead of the God who did the calling.
I have been hiding from myself latley and the people I love and admire, freinds and family have gotten the jack-ass in me. I find it eaiser to hide in my books, behind leadership roles, and everything else that encopuses life rather than facing myself and takeing care of myself.
it's funny how servant driven people or most any person can be strong for someone else, take care of someone else but when it comes to takeing care of themself being strong for themself they just don't want or can't seem too..... why?