Jan 18, 2006 23:30
I'm tired tonight. I feel lost and alone. I can't see in front of me and I'm begining to like it here in the dark..... but I'm still afraid of what's here.... what lurks in the dark....
God,
Forgive me but I don't have the strength or the will to fight tonight. I'm giving up for the moment I need rest. I know you are providing but due forgive me can you provide just a bit more, can you take these burdens, these chains, these scars, can you just take it all away already....... I'm tired, I'm weak, and I'm scared...... I don't care what you do but Lord DO SOMETHING for the sake of Doing something...... I'm becoming frustrated with You and It's getting harder to trust you.... I'm not entirely sure I want to anymore..... I'm not entirely sure you hear me anymore..... You talk alot but are you listening..... are you Here.... if so make it clear...... because right now the line is getting closer and I might just cross it.... because I don't know what else to do!
~Trizah