Oh my fucking god...
I NEED TO GET FUCKED UP. ANYONE PLEASE? HELP ME..............*RUNS AROUND SCREAMING FRANTIC INCOHERENT BABBLE*
I am on leave from work right now. My grandfather is sick and will be passing soon. Cancer of the liver, lungs pancreas. They say he wont last the weekend. All my family and some friends are taking the gentle approah - "How are you sweety" Generally I have been answering "Fine" Today I answered "Well I have this gnawing feeling at my stomach, my ears are buzzing, and I have enough rage to kill a busload of ppl, you?" My aunt just stared at me. It was funny.
I guess I am not like normal ppl. Most ppl get all depressed and cry. I have a little short cry, and then I'm like a wall. The day I found out my gpa was going to die very soon - I called a friend from work and we went to UC. (Which by the way - sucked balls.)
In other words - I drown my sorrows.
So what did I do today. Visited with my gpa who is sleeping. Went and saw his sister - my great aunt in the hospital. Went out to eat with mom. Came home and built a new webpage with new pics.
Tomorrow is the Know How show - looking forward to it. Need happy ska music.
I am on leave from work right now. My grandfather is sick and will be passing soon. Cancer of the liver, lungs pancreas. They say he wont last the weekend. All my family and some friends are taking the gentle approah - "How are you sweety" Generally I have been answering "Fine" Today I answered "Well I have this gnawing feeling at my stomach, my ears are buzzing, and I have enough rage to kill a busload of ppl, you?" My aunt just stared at me. It was funny.
I guess I am not like normal ppl. Most ppl get all depressed and cry. I have a little short cry, and then I'm like a wall. The day I found out my gpa was going to die very soon - I called a friend from work and we went to UC. (Which by the way - sucked balls.)
In other words - I drown my sorrows.
So what did I do today. Visited with my gpa who is sleeping. Went and saw his sister - my great aunt in the hospital. Went out to eat with mom. Came home and built a new webpage with new pics.
Tomorrow is the Know How show - looking forward to it. Need happy ska music.