And All that began, has come to an end.
Wow. So its been a really long time. Alot has happened. I feel so alone lately and I really screwed up today. I cant believe how much I lie. What can I do? I really REALLY messed up but people keep telling me I can get out of it with no more than a Tuesday. Wow. I will never let Jay talk me into anything ever again. Too bad I really love him.
So...this is how the story goes..
After 5th hour today, I headed over to Jay's locker to say hello to him. He asked me if I had ever taken all four lunches and I said yes. He said if I went with him, he would stay with me for all four lunches instead of going to class. So I did. Nothing better than having lunch with Justin Harbaugh, only the most GORGEOUS freshman I know. Anyhoo, We had lunch together, A lunch went smoothly and like 20 other kids that just happened to be in MY class decided to skip as well. And so they did. Jay got all nervous because he didnt have a chance if he went back to class. So, about C lunch he decides to come up with a plan. He thinks because D lunch got over at 12:35 and we get out at 12:45, he would go to the nurse for five minute then to the bathroom. Pepy decided to do the same. I on the other hand, disapproved of it. But he told me to just wait for him until the end of the day. Around the end of D lunch, I went to see my new counselor. Shes cool. Mrs. Roseberry. About 12:37 she gave me a pass to go back to class and as I was leaving...Mr. Histle just happened to be walking out of the boys bathroom with none other but Jay and Pepy. Go figure. Pepy decides to turn himself in. So I walk with him to h is locker, then to our class and I gave my teacher the pass. She was like "You werent down there that long, I'm keeping this and going to your counselor tomorrow to see if you were there." I just shrugged and took my seat for the last three minutes of the day. Pepy..is a moron. But he's going to get away with it. He didnt get in trouble because he told Mrs. Ward he skipped. I on the other hand, will be screwed come tomorrow. Especially if I get Mr. Gaur...Gower...Whatever. He HATES me. Lucy said all I'll get is a Tuesday. Jay got a Tuesday. And the other people that didnt go back to class are probably screwed as well. So..I may not even go to school tomorrow. Depends on how my night goes. Its only a half day anyways.
I just dont know what to do with myself anymore. I have become the person I hate and there's no one I can talk to and nothing I can do about it. But maybe if I just go to Mr. Histle tomorrow morning, he'll understand. I'm afraid to see my Counselor. Or Mrs. Ward. She was the only teacher that enjoyed my presence.
I really hate my life and everytime I think about how bad its getting, I cry. All my friends abandoned me. Brandy, Ashley, Sara (Fanoit)..Everyone.
I have nothing left.