Let me break it down for you...
I've been trying to put this really cool positive spin on everything, and it's almost like I'm failing more now then when I wasn't trying AS HARD.
I miss my fucking friends!!!
I feel like I think about them so much more than they think of me.
I feel like I'm being left out, even if it's not on purpose.
I feel like I would give anything to have MY friends around.
I feel like everyone is falling in love with other people.
I never sleep anymore. If you can't tell it's about 5:30 in the morning and I have to go to work at 6:00. I never sleep and wake up from nothing.
This is how my life is now. Sometimes I think I'm loosing hope on what really matters.
Why does drama always get to me? Why can't people just get the FUCK out of my business? I hate this. Marchand's is a bitch. I fucking hate complaining.
So I don't talk to anyone anymore, and I can't complain. No one even knows what the fuck I'm even doing these days. I wonder if someone will figure out that I'm not around anymore. I wonder if people even miss me.
Vent = over.
fuck.
I miss my fucking friends!!!
I feel like I think about them so much more than they think of me.
I feel like I'm being left out, even if it's not on purpose.
I feel like I would give anything to have MY friends around.
I feel like everyone is falling in love with other people.
I never sleep anymore. If you can't tell it's about 5:30 in the morning and I have to go to work at 6:00. I never sleep and wake up from nothing.
This is how my life is now. Sometimes I think I'm loosing hope on what really matters.
Why does drama always get to me? Why can't people just get the FUCK out of my business? I hate this. Marchand's is a bitch. I fucking hate complaining.
So I don't talk to anyone anymore, and I can't complain. No one even knows what the fuck I'm even doing these days. I wonder if someone will figure out that I'm not around anymore. I wonder if people even miss me.
Vent = over.
fuck.