The remedy
Things just aren't going right yet. I don't like it. I guess I am wanting to much. Why can't life be easy?
I went to the basketball game tonight...I was supposed to be social, but...well, that didn't work out to well. I guess I just don't fit in that well. I am more of a one on one or small group kind of gal. People really don't like me or get me unless they take the time to get to know me, but not a lot of people do. It is sad.
Burnsie,Dillow, and Heath tried to talk me into going to ballstate for college. Haha. That made me feel good. A little. I would never stay in Indiana though. It isn't where I belong. Actually, I am not sure where I belong...That is the sad thing. I don't fit in at all, anywhere. I mean I fit in, in colorado, but I want to fit in here too. This is where the majority of my life has been, and it just feels like I have missed way to much of it.
I am the joke in 1&2 period now. It is ok sometimes, but when it is said a lot it really hurts my feelings. I mean...Atleast I am not sleeping with all of these guys! Ok, I kissed Heath (we were going out) Burnsie was for a video(one date, lots of talking) and scottie(one date, and he kissed me. Well, I kissed back but...ya know...) That whole situation is dang confusing. Why do guys have to do stuff like that, then...well...never follow up!?! I really hate that. Do guys not realize that girls are...emotional beings, and we get attached by the little things?!?! ugh!
Moving on...oops time to go.
bye bye
-Kristi-