why am i leaving in less than a month? LESS THAN A MONTH!
so um. the highlight of my night:
a thing im not going to write because i have this horride thing about embarressment. ::shrugs:: sorry. plus im sure it was an accident. i think...
sorry about all the crying, sad, lonely, upset feelings i felt tonight. (not to mention the anger and i guess pity i felt for all those at that "party" that were drinking and smoking and stuff). i had a lot of stuff going through my mind. and the whole umm... asthma acting up and the stuff i really dislike about partys (and people for that matter) was going on and it was nerve wreaking! haa. so yea. had a nice breakdown walking aimlessly in the backyard of roberts house. and yea. ehh.
and yea. really bad memories were brought up but for a good reason i supose. my past is annoying haha. and i thought i could write a book about it. man people would probably fall asleep reading the first page! ehh..
anywho. now to the non boring part of my journal. oh wait! there isnt one!... dur.
brenda and eli were both amazing tonight. both have great voices and (even though eli only played one song) both are amazing on guitar. and jason was having so much fun and kevin was so great on drums.. (realllllllly good!!! i was all in awe!) and taylor was an awesome guitar player. (amazingly awesome) and the other guy's name sliped my mind ( i think it starts with an M and its 5 letters but ?? sorry) he was awesome hehe ( i love the mixture of distortion and clean in one song haha :) sorry i know im a geek.)
i think. tonight. Jesus spoke to me. and it was beautiful. :)
good night dear friends.
-jasmine
a thing im not going to write because i have this horride thing about embarressment. ::shrugs:: sorry. plus im sure it was an accident. i think...
sorry about all the crying, sad, lonely, upset feelings i felt tonight. (not to mention the anger and i guess pity i felt for all those at that "party" that were drinking and smoking and stuff). i had a lot of stuff going through my mind. and the whole umm... asthma acting up and the stuff i really dislike about partys (and people for that matter) was going on and it was nerve wreaking! haa. so yea. had a nice breakdown walking aimlessly in the backyard of roberts house. and yea. ehh.
and yea. really bad memories were brought up but for a good reason i supose. my past is annoying haha. and i thought i could write a book about it. man people would probably fall asleep reading the first page! ehh..
anywho. now to the non boring part of my journal. oh wait! there isnt one!... dur.
brenda and eli were both amazing tonight. both have great voices and (even though eli only played one song) both are amazing on guitar. and jason was having so much fun and kevin was so great on drums.. (realllllllly good!!! i was all in awe!) and taylor was an awesome guitar player. (amazingly awesome) and the other guy's name sliped my mind ( i think it starts with an M and its 5 letters but ?? sorry) he was awesome hehe ( i love the mixture of distortion and clean in one song haha :) sorry i know im a geek.)
i think. tonight. Jesus spoke to me. and it was beautiful. :)
good night dear friends.
-jasmine