it seems to last for hours
my life feels really stuck. i hate depending on people, im used to it in a way but now i feel like i need to depend on them to get me out of the situation.
as usual, people are better than me (sarcasim). even though im used feeling inferior, i know its true. i know they're better than me. but when someone i know isnt better than me, and acts like they are, it PISSES me OFF. they point out EVERTHING thats wrong with me, and the way that i know ( and im comfortable with) how to better myself is the wrong way too. i hate people who wont give one thing a glace and have a set opinion. so fuck you, you're the one losing out on better things.
i would just like to be care free (like clara the care free chicken!!! ahahahah) its weird though at the same time though im having a really good time in general, just here and there something will go wrong. tiny things, like fucking little children poking me. i hate children. for their sakes, lets hope im not a mother (and mine too, i could care less about the kid though)
im nothing but nice to people and some way or another i fuck things up. maybe i should befriend a retard or a veggie. sometimes it seems like i hit a dead end. i expired. someone tell me whats next?
as usual, people are better than me (sarcasim). even though im used feeling inferior, i know its true. i know they're better than me. but when someone i know isnt better than me, and acts like they are, it PISSES me OFF. they point out EVERTHING thats wrong with me, and the way that i know ( and im comfortable with) how to better myself is the wrong way too. i hate people who wont give one thing a glace and have a set opinion. so fuck you, you're the one losing out on better things.
i would just like to be care free (like clara the care free chicken!!! ahahahah) its weird though at the same time though im having a really good time in general, just here and there something will go wrong. tiny things, like fucking little children poking me. i hate children. for their sakes, lets hope im not a mother (and mine too, i could care less about the kid though)
im nothing but nice to people and some way or another i fuck things up. maybe i should befriend a retard or a veggie. sometimes it seems like i hit a dead end. i expired. someone tell me whats next?