wish you were here...
Do you think you can tell heaven from hell?
So school's started again, and i have lots to do. I want to say that I'm already stressed out, but really I'm just tired and feel for the moment like I can't do everything, when in reality I can. I'm feeling very tired and gross right now though. yugh.
I can't wait for my mom to come visit next Wednesday. I'll be done with my election paper (yeek!) and it will be SO GOOD. I miss her so much, I want my mommy.
I've sort of been obsessing about Hatuey this past week or so and why he hasn't written me back. Everytime I check my email I'm so hopeful, and then evey time I'me very disappointed and start acting out scenes of smart things I would say to him were he here, But alas, if he were here, I wouldn't be having this problem. I'd probably be having other problems. Anywaym I wrote him two Fridays ago and he still hasn't written back, which is unusually long, and I'm obsessing and i wish I wouldn't. It's not like I can really even remember what he's like anymore. Which isn't true. It's just that it's very far away now. Which, I suppose I'm worrying is the reason he hasn't written back. I suppose I'm afraid he thinks (or knows) that I'm dwelling on him and he thinks I should stop so he's taking it upon himself to cut me off. Oh my silly brain.
I have a guitar lesson in 45 minutes and i haven't touched my guitar in two weeks. Oh well.
For a more positive note, fall break was SUPERB. Seeing Tess in Providence was wonderful. She has lovely friends. It was really nice to be in another college campus and get some perspective on Oberlin. Comeing back to Oberlin for a few days was wonderful too. i didn't get THAT much work done, but I had a solid day of research on Friday, which felt good. I watch so many wonderful moveis too: Motorcycle Diaries, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Elephant, Night on Earth, and Smoke Signals (which was wierd.) And then seeing Miss Jess in Cleveland, have two crazy long island ice teas and going wild. The best break I've had so far.
Ho hum, i have an art history quiz to study for tomorrow. I can't decide if i should make flashcard, take a nap, or call my mom before my lesson. I should probably tune my guitar too...
So school's started again, and i have lots to do. I want to say that I'm already stressed out, but really I'm just tired and feel for the moment like I can't do everything, when in reality I can. I'm feeling very tired and gross right now though. yugh.
I can't wait for my mom to come visit next Wednesday. I'll be done with my election paper (yeek!) and it will be SO GOOD. I miss her so much, I want my mommy.
I've sort of been obsessing about Hatuey this past week or so and why he hasn't written me back. Everytime I check my email I'm so hopeful, and then evey time I'me very disappointed and start acting out scenes of smart things I would say to him were he here, But alas, if he were here, I wouldn't be having this problem. I'd probably be having other problems. Anywaym I wrote him two Fridays ago and he still hasn't written back, which is unusually long, and I'm obsessing and i wish I wouldn't. It's not like I can really even remember what he's like anymore. Which isn't true. It's just that it's very far away now. Which, I suppose I'm worrying is the reason he hasn't written back. I suppose I'm afraid he thinks (or knows) that I'm dwelling on him and he thinks I should stop so he's taking it upon himself to cut me off. Oh my silly brain.
I have a guitar lesson in 45 minutes and i haven't touched my guitar in two weeks. Oh well.
For a more positive note, fall break was SUPERB. Seeing Tess in Providence was wonderful. She has lovely friends. It was really nice to be in another college campus and get some perspective on Oberlin. Comeing back to Oberlin for a few days was wonderful too. i didn't get THAT much work done, but I had a solid day of research on Friday, which felt good. I watch so many wonderful moveis too: Motorcycle Diaries, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Elephant, Night on Earth, and Smoke Signals (which was wierd.) And then seeing Miss Jess in Cleveland, have two crazy long island ice teas and going wild. The best break I've had so far.
Ho hum, i have an art history quiz to study for tomorrow. I can't decide if i should make flashcard, take a nap, or call my mom before my lesson. I should probably tune my guitar too...