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I might have caused the beginning of the end tonight.
I talked to my Mom about the possibility of a different ending beginning. I stated my decision to take a leave of absence from work if things come to it. I even left my DON a voice mail tonight giving her a heads up, even though if it comes to it, it may not happen for many months or even a year.
There have been dozens of deaths that have either effected me directly or effected people I love. Today was a particularly tough day.
We have a drummer. He kicks ass. He has even RECORDED 4 songs. 3 original, one cover which I asked for. I have renewed excitement.
Aside from the emotional crap, I feel physically better than I have in years. I made a big change in December and another at the beginning of this month and I feel great as a result.
I talked to my Mom about the possibility of a different ending beginning. I stated my decision to take a leave of absence from work if things come to it. I even left my DON a voice mail tonight giving her a heads up, even though if it comes to it, it may not happen for many months or even a year.
There have been dozens of deaths that have either effected me directly or effected people I love. Today was a particularly tough day.
We have a drummer. He kicks ass. He has even RECORDED 4 songs. 3 original, one cover which I asked for. I have renewed excitement.
Aside from the emotional crap, I feel physically better than I have in years. I made a big change in December and another at the beginning of this month and I feel great as a result.