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I think I just may spend the rest of my life always wanting something or someone I can't have. Hot trainer is just the latest casualty, and I'm really down about it. Yeah, it's been confirmed that he has a girlfriend. It doesn't change my interest and attraction to him, but this is just the latest frustration in my journey. I want to tell him that I'm attracted to him because even if I am rejected, I have a two-second rebound rate. Of course, I can't bank on him having that kind of rebound rate and thinking of me differently because I decided to tell him. I do want to talk to him outside of Crunch because I do consider him a friend, and someone who I can talk to about my personal shit.