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I broke up with him last night. It was the hardest thing to do, but I knew it was the right thing. I couldn't be the girlfriend he wanted me to be. I knew that he was in love with me, but I didn't return that sentiment. I knew that if I had stayed, I would've cheated on him, and he doesn't deserve that. He deserves better than that. It's one thing when I was in school, and I still had that youthful, carefree attitude, but now that I'm out in the real world and I'm at a new stage in my life things couldn't be. He's going to be entering school and starting the chapter I finished.
But what's hard for me to deal with is the fact that he wants to sever all ties. I knew it was selfish of me to ask him if we could be friends again, but I'm losing one of my best friends. I never imagined losing my closest friend. If I knew that risking a relationship meant losing him forever, I never would've done it.
But what's hard for me to deal with is the fact that he wants to sever all ties. I knew it was selfish of me to ask him if we could be friends again, but I'm losing one of my best friends. I never imagined losing my closest friend. If I knew that risking a relationship meant losing him forever, I never would've done it.