May 06, 2010 17:58
Life sucks especially when your so-called best guy friend decides it's okay to tell your best friend that you're basically in love with her, when you specifically tell him not to. What's worse than that? When she leads you on then tells him, "I don't like her like that and want to be with my boyfriend forever." Even worse? They broke up two days ago. Worse still? You sit next to her and your so called best guy friend starts announcing that you must be so happy with who you're sitting next to. When no one knows you're bi. Wonderful. FUCKING PERFECT.
Honestly, how the hell can you betray someone who you call your best friend like that? I told him, "Don't tell her, I'm not ready," but no. He told her. And either led me on for the past 5 months, or was lying to him. Which one, I don't know.
What sucks more than anything else, is the fact that despite the fact that she doesn't like me, I still do. And I want her to be happy. Even if it's not with me. And with her ex. Who she adores.
Can anyone say 'Fuck my life'?