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ahhh!
i really want a lesson with barry snyder, like, really soon. because i heard he's an amazing teacher from both students, and dr. lymenstull.
they all say we'd get along great.
and also, i really want to go to eastman. not only because cammy's there, but like, when i was there, i was like, i belong here. this is the school that will start my career in music.
and what sucks, is that they have precreening, i mean, what if i don't make it past that???
and i don't know what i would do without cammy. i'd be an absolute mess without him, i already am! i take my cellphone everywhere, just in case he might call.
is this what you would call obsessive, or completely and utterly in love?
ugh, i just miss him so much, and i know that this year will be good for us, because it'll give us incentives to work our asses off.
and i get to see him really soon or in november, definately in december. hopefully at graduation where he whisks me away and we plan our life together at eastman....
ugh. WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!! = '(
i really need to start focusing on something else. practicing helps...
i miss you hubby =(
i really want a lesson with barry snyder, like, really soon. because i heard he's an amazing teacher from both students, and dr. lymenstull.
they all say we'd get along great.
and also, i really want to go to eastman. not only because cammy's there, but like, when i was there, i was like, i belong here. this is the school that will start my career in music.
and what sucks, is that they have precreening, i mean, what if i don't make it past that???
and i don't know what i would do without cammy. i'd be an absolute mess without him, i already am! i take my cellphone everywhere, just in case he might call.
is this what you would call obsessive, or completely and utterly in love?
ugh, i just miss him so much, and i know that this year will be good for us, because it'll give us incentives to work our asses off.
and i get to see him really soon or in november, definately in december. hopefully at graduation where he whisks me away and we plan our life together at eastman....
ugh. WHY CAN'T I STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM!!!! = '(
i really need to start focusing on something else. practicing helps...
i miss you hubby =(