.Do I trust my heart or just my mind? Why is truth so hard to find in this world?.
I'm in such a bad mood. I hate everything lately. I'm just so stressed out and tired and exhausted and ugh..I dont even know.
Work went bad tonight. And last night. Last night I fucked up a credit return and got written up and tonight I didnt make the day. If any of you know what that means. And I can tell in my managers voice when I dont make day how pissed she is and I hate that. I hate letting her down and letting myself down. I try so fucking hard to sell sell and fucking sell. But it's hard to sell when noone is in the god damn store. I swear if I had credit cards and we werent going to make day I would buy as much shit as I could just to make it. I try to do my best and I try to work my ass off and I just try to be perfect. I love it so much. I love working with the people that I work with. Daniela is amazing..and I can tell were going to be such good friends. I love that fucking girl. And I love Ashley and Christine and John..even though all of them are leaving which sucks..
ughhh..seriously I could be in the best mood ever and then I have a bad night at Zumiez and I'm in such a bad mood and I get so upset and so emotional and I cant stop thinking about it for the rest of the night. Its ridiculous.
Ball is in 2 days. Yep 2 and I feel so not prepared for it and for camping. I dont even feel like going anymore.
I'm in such a bad fucking mood. It's ridiculous. I should probably just go to bed before I start going off on other things.
Everything just sucks right now. And I mean everything.
Work went bad tonight. And last night. Last night I fucked up a credit return and got written up and tonight I didnt make the day. If any of you know what that means. And I can tell in my managers voice when I dont make day how pissed she is and I hate that. I hate letting her down and letting myself down. I try so fucking hard to sell sell and fucking sell. But it's hard to sell when noone is in the god damn store. I swear if I had credit cards and we werent going to make day I would buy as much shit as I could just to make it. I try to do my best and I try to work my ass off and I just try to be perfect. I love it so much. I love working with the people that I work with. Daniela is amazing..and I can tell were going to be such good friends. I love that fucking girl. And I love Ashley and Christine and John..even though all of them are leaving which sucks..
ughhh..seriously I could be in the best mood ever and then I have a bad night at Zumiez and I'm in such a bad mood and I get so upset and so emotional and I cant stop thinking about it for the rest of the night. Its ridiculous.
Ball is in 2 days. Yep 2 and I feel so not prepared for it and for camping. I dont even feel like going anymore.
I'm in such a bad fucking mood. It's ridiculous. I should probably just go to bed before I start going off on other things.
Everything just sucks right now. And I mean everything.